Friday, May 8, 2009

What is wrong with me?

I have this sense of dread I don't know why?

It has nothing to do with Spinelli, I just am confused about my life. I love most of the things in it and I feel I'm on the right track I just want some love. I've put it out there in the universe I've prepared myself but I don't feel it. All I feel is worry about the future. Will I always be alone? And should I even worry about that when I have more pressing concerns like career, health, etc... I keep thinking something is missing I should be doing this or doing that but at the end of the day maybe I'm right where i should be and I'll look back and say "thank goodness I didn't get into anything back then". But the heart wants what the heart wants.

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